The Sobriquets - Train lyrics

So I'm barely awake on a midnight train Got a virus holding hostage in my head Thinking for sure I'd be fine with a whiskey cure Like the last time and the time before Had a woman she was magnetic north to me But I guess I got lost guess that makes sense I was thinking about all the things I never say And she packed her bags she went away And I'm so tired of being apathetic In the cool antiseptic of October nights And I'm so tired of shrugging my shoulders Pretending I'm older and everything's fine And I look up and everyone's gone And the train rolling on through the darkness that begins Every year about this time when I start to unwind Every time and again So I'm barely awake on a midnight train I'm wasted and wounded feel like my time's running out Thinking about the girl who's just bound to come around Cuz I need someone I need someone now And I'm so tired of being apathetic In the cool antiseptic of October nights And I'm so tired of shrugging my shoulders Pretending I'm older and everything's fine And I look up and everyone's gone And the train rolling on through the darkness that begins Every year about this time when I start to unwind Every time every time and again Every time every time and again Every time every time and again Every time every time and again Stare out the window at nothing in America With towns like little postcards run away behind And I'm wondering if I'll ever get to go home Is anywhere is anywhere home