The So So Glos - Inpatient lyrics

[Verse] I was born down the hall from here A jaundiced fawn with a conscience clear I grew up, I threw up, f** piss sh**ted I did what I had to do, found my way out And boy, was I committed Deep sea, deep space, deep tissue ma**age Keep the car clean, keep it running in the garage Fell down the Wellbutrin, to hell with well-being Get down on my knees and pray to the eye That's all-seeing and hard of hearing [Pre-Chorus] Lost sleep, lost appetite Now I'm beginning to lose the light And the blues, yeah, I got the blues all right I take two in the morning and three at night [Chorus] And first I don't succeed and then I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again [Verse] The nicotine patch is giving Nikki the rash She's yelling "f** Dr. Marvin, f** arts, f** crafts!" Nurse Ratchet said, "Next group in five minutes, honey" I'm busy rewriting this letter to send to nobody [Pre-Chorus] Lost sleep, lost appetite Now I'm beginning to lose the fight And we're fresh outta blues, all we got is black I want my shoes and drawstrings back [Chorus] And first I don't succeed and then I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again I dust it off and try again I ask, "why can't we forgive?" To mourn a life that's still being lived Dust it off and try again Dust it off and try again Check me out, babe Check me in, so I don't try checking out again Make my bed, I'll make pretend I've faith in modern medicine, and Faith in faith and faith in man And nearly really anything [Bridge] Let's give this SRI a try Up the benzodiazepines Terry can't sleep deep down inside And I know exactly what she means New day, fluorescent sunrise There's nothing to do in this damn place but pace Daddy's looking at me through different eyes Refill this caffeine twice, despite the taste Have I become uncomfortably numb? Another after-school sitcom rerun I think I'm dumb, I know I'm dumb For trying to be a someone And trying to be a human being [?] All I know is that it all means nothing And hope and joy and faith are just girl's names And I hereby resign mine mama Don't bring me flowers on visiting hours