The Smashing Pumpkins - Stellar lyrics

Is it wrong to say I'm lost in your embrace is it wrong to say so? within a dream I had, some vista vast meant for the poor of soul struck from the firstborn leapt from a ray of hope into a body I once knew built a mere kingdom of self abuse hitched to some rainbow once more, it's always yours once more the wait hurts worse than the blows words buy new life dust clears no scars burnt but bright eyed the sun's out a still night stirs the wait hurts worse than the blows is it wrong to say there's God and then there's faith is it wrong to say so? withstood a thought so sad, I had to laugh cut from some polished bone crawled out of broken homes slipped on the afterglow into a worry and a cause stole from the bible chapter and verse stitched to an old sail once more, it's always yours once more the wait hurts worse than the blows