The Smashing Pumpkins - Blank lyrics

I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I write a letter to you And there'd be nothing to it I wouldn't hem and haw On just how to start it I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I wish I'd stand up straight I wish I'd said things different I wish I'd said nothing Things would be so perfect I wish myself to keep I pray myself to sleep I wish myself away I wish I was blank