The Smashing Pumpkins - X.Y.U. lyrics

She didn't wanna be; she didn't wanna know. She couldn't run away cause she was crazy. She gave it all away; she saw her baby break. And in the air it hung that she was dull razors. And I said, I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up. From one another, another one should come to one another, No one should come between us. Still I was lonely, and she was by my side, my one and only, Knows that she could never hide. I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game, 'cause I was lonely and she was crazy. Rat-tat-tat, ka boo boom, now take that, and just a bit of this. 'Cause I'm a watcher, and I'm a doer of none. Come to save you, 'cause you're all mine. I hurt where I can't feel; I feel where I can't hurt. I know where I can't know; I bleed for me and mine. Ka-boom, a rat-tat-tat, and some good ole bliss. 'Cause I'm a sister, and I'm a motherf**. I am made of shamrocks; I am made of stern stuff. I am never enough; I am the forgotten child. And I said I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up. From one another, no one should ever come, in between us, between us and our love. Mary had a little lamb, her face was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, I was sure to go. Now Mary's got a problem, and Mary's not a stupid girl. Mary's got some deep sh**, and Mary does not forget. And this is how Mary's garden grows. This is how, Mary has her ghosts. And in the eyes of the jackal I say ka-boom. Now we begin descent, to where we've never been. There is no going back, this wasn't meant to last. This is a Hell on Earth; we are meant to serve. She will never learn. She will never learn. (ahhhhh!) Bye bye, baby goodbye. Bye. Bye.