The Smashing Pumpkins - To Forgive lyrics

Ten times removed; I forget about where it all began. ba*tard son of a ba*tard son of a wild eyed child of the sun. And right as rain, I'm not the same but I feel the same, I feel nothing. Holding back the fool again. Holding back the fool pretends. I forget to forget, nothing is important. Holding back the fool again. I sensed my loss before I even learned to talk. And I remember my birthdays; Empty party afternoons won't come back. Holding back the fool again. Holding back the fool pretends. I forget to forget, nothing is important. Holding back the fool again. I forget to forget me. I forget to forget, you see. Nothing is important to me. I knew my loss before I even learned to speak. And all along, I knew it was wrong, But I played along, with my birthday song. Holding back the fool again. Holding back the fool pretends. I forget to forget, nothing is important. Holding back the fool again.