The Shakers - Suburban Prison lyrics

I am so sick and tired of you With these endless complaints There's only one thing left to do So I try to decide my fate Cause I'm better off without you And I'd rather masturbate These days I feel I'm trying too hard Rather shy away then push too much further I'm gonna need some time to heal these scars Rather be alone than waste my time with any other It was my decision, my own suburban prison I hope that you hate me too Cause I didn't mean to do it At least not with you And I'm sorry I didn't call Because our steamy night Well it meant nothing at all I know it was a sh**ty thing to do And I know I don't regret it I was really f**ed up too It was over before it began Because I always knew that You could be no more than a friend