The Searching - Between The Devil And The Deep Blue Sea lyrics

She begins with water pouring in Cause the waves they are crashing over me And the water is starting to get too deep I need to wake up and see I need to wake up and see I need to wake up and see what I have come to be As I live my life for someone else I can't find myself, can't find myself I swear the walls are closing in And there's no way, there's no way out I can only hope that I break free Before I'm trapped between the devil and the deep blue sea Now I'm stuck here, in the mirror, to reflect upon myself But now I see, now I see That the mirrors edge was too thin To balance everything on me I lost myself to see what I'd find But I wont know what I have Until I open up my eyes I held the answers in my hands But couldn't perceive them And so the story goes, I self compose my own ruin As I live my life for someone else I can't find myself, can't find myself And I can only take one last breath as my anchors pull me down again Because I'm trapped between the devil and the deep blue sea The surface is calling my name Because I'm trapped between the devil and the deep blue sea But I won't taste the air again Until I know who I am And I can see the end I lost myself to see what I'd find But when I opened up my eyes I found a better life Cause I finally broke through the surface With the taste of a new life on my lips And as the sun shone down on me I knew I was where I need to be