The Scene Aesthetic - Landon's Summer Diary lyrics

I have friends that I haven't seen since I can't remember when That I hold dear to me And I wish that I could spend a lot more time with them But I wont pretend that will happen I've got family, that I try and call at least once or twice a week That mean the world to me And I hope I get some time with them eventually But I guess we'll wait and see 'Cause I've been falling apart Always wishing I was there Holding you in my heart And I can't seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me And now I've spent so much time Doing things I never cared And I know that you're proud But I cant seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me You mean the most to me You mean to most to me I met a girl Who doesn't care about My name and never would Who understands me like nobody ever could Now I'm counting down Until I get back to her So why can't I just focus on the things That matter in my life I feel distracted, like I'm wasting precious time That I'll never get back But I'm looking left and right Finding myself off the track Constantly reminded of the life that I am missing And I can't thank you enough for holding onto me 'Cause I've been falling apart Always wishing I was there Holding you in my heart And I can't seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me And now I've spent so much time Doing things I never cared And I know that you're proud But I cant seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me You mean the most to me Whether you're a best friend or a lover A father or a brother Our love for one another Will guide this heart back home 'Cause I've been falling apart Always wishing I was there Holding you in my heart And I can't seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me And now I've spent so much time Doing things I never cared And I know that you're proud But I cant seem to let go Of the things that mean the most to me You mean the most to me You mean the most to me