The Russian Futurists - To Be Honest lyrics

To be honest I haven't felt this way in years It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before To be honest I can't get a wink of sleep You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine To be honest I can't figure you out It's time for me to scout a new route to take To be honest we went off like a powder keg You've got me counting eggs before they hatch And I don't even know what it's like to be honest And I don't even know what it's like to be honest To be honest it's been years since I've felt this Unglued and helpless, you've melted me down To be honest what we had is gone and just Lost and anonymous, honest to God To be honest I've been acting strange, dear Something has changed here, the same year repeats To be honest it's slapdash and half baked I'm trying to have cake and eat it too And I don't even know what it's like to be honest And I don't even know what it's like to be honest To be honest I've sat on the sidelines While biding my time, it's high time I stopped To be honest this month was a nightmare I've been waiting right here for light years on end To be honest and I won't dispute that I'll tighten my bootstraps and shoot back again To be honest I'm keeping my powder dry Living without a lie I promise to god And I don't even know what it's like to be honest And I don't even know what it's like to be honest To be honest I haven't felt this way in years It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before To be honest I can't get a wink of sleep You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine And I don't even know what it's like to be honest