The Russian Futurists - Golden Years lyrics

It's been awhile so i think i'll ring up Ive got some things that i want to bring up Its been awhile since we added things up So ??? and we'll see what springs up It took us ages to know Just where we were And what happened last night's a complete blur You must have acted liked like some ??? Cause i woke up thinking damn i dont need her And i saw my way through my younger days too underpaid And i drank my way through my twenties all the money's gone And i slept my way through my thirties ??? And its all gone my golden years so hold them dear And there's this feeling that ive been catching From some young girl that's oh so fetching She's got me stammering, stumbling, stretching ??? And will i ever recover my senses ??? It's all a ???? my defenses The drinks arent k**ing me but the suspense is And i saw my way through my younger days too underpaid And i drank my way through my twenties all the money's gone And i slept my way through my thirties ??? And its all gone my golden years so hold them dear And i forgot you grew up just like me We took the first of life so lightly And im not sure but i think you might be The very last thing i think of nightly Its in my skin and my bones it gets stronger That i can't put up with this for much longer I speak in dulcet tones just to calm her Cause shes got everything that i long for And i saw my way through my younger days too underpaid And i drank my way through my twenties all the money's gone And i slept my way through my thirties ??? And its all gone my golden years so hold them dear I dont ever want to go back again, back again