The Russian Futurists - Incandescent Hearts lyrics

Is this just sickness, this thickness I feel? Or is the start of the end slowly being revealed? Can these be our worst days of all time? Is it my fault I'm still stuck in the salt mines? Things come back but back for how long? Because the things that we had in youth and life are now gone The one thing I'm fearing is shooting this yearling Watching all things good and true disappearing It's half now, half then, all, "How does this end?" It's all question marks, incandescent hearts It's the how and the when and the power to bend How time's changed us into strangers Half now, half then, all "how does this end?" How time's left us young and restless It's the how and the when and the power to bend It's the getting and losing, wasting and using Is this just weakness, this bleakness I'm caught in? Is life really rotten and to be forgotten? Things come back but back for how long? Because the things that we had in life and d**h are now gone If you're dying, I'm dying to know So I can change all of my words to songs before you go The difference between letters and songs is only Where they get sent and who they're stringing along Is this endless, this pendulum sway? Is it the start of the end or just the end of the day? If you think I'm reading your mind Well then it could be a case of the blind leading the blind I love you but I'm dragging you down I don't want to leave you lost, ragged and drowned The one thing I'm fearing is shooting this yearling Watching all things good and true disappearing