The Rocket Summer - Tv Family lyrics

Just a calendar day (ba ba ba ba) it's funny how things can stay the same or drastically change some things seem so close on some days but still so far away don't know the right things to do (ba ba ba ba) in fact i don't have a clue sometime i feel like a tool and i want to be truthfully true to you and do all the things that you do but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say "i hate everything about my ways" but you tell me i'm OK and one day one day i know you'll say "B i'm so glad you made it" "oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that" because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do but now i realize forever that you're my friend no matter what you will never leave me to fend i don't know much but i know we will be as happy as a 1950's TV family except times infinity two calendar days (ba ba ba ba) and still my life is the same and other people's have changed i wonder what if i'm too late all the time that i said i would just wait? and yeah does anyone care about us here or anywhere? well i just want to try and dare to be there, to care 'cause i know- i know that's rare but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say "i hate everything about my ways" but you tell me i'm OK and one day one day i know you'll say "B i'm so glad you made it" "oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that" because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do but now i realize forever that you're my friend no matter what you will never leave me to fend i don't know much but i know we will be as happy as a 1950's TV family except times infinity a family that i will be in a family - it's just not pretend a family that i will be in, a family i don't know much but i know we will be happy as a 1950's TV family.. except times infinity just a calendar day.