The Republic Of Wolves - Home lyrics

I never really thought That you could be the one to change I can't understand, did I fail or did you? But if everything they said is true You're a fraction of a nickel's worth In a golden field And I don't really mind if you're not my friend It doesn't make a difference because all I am A lonely floating weed, is all So I'll stay with you in my mind And I won't let myself believe you're mine Because; I never ever thought that it would get as hard as this My whole family the side of the antagonist And all the people I thought I could trust Have just let me down So don't waste your life at home Go and get hurt on your own I never really thought about my life until I died I can't understand why my sister didn't even try to understand me But if everything they said is true You mean less to me than a tiny grain of salt And I don't really mind if you're not my blood It doesn't make a difference, no matter what A fleeing bird is all I was