The Republic Of Wolves - Through Windows lyrics

I am not the Devil under the water Pulling you down by your own wooden nails Splitting and shriveling seeping out of me God I am afraid of the songs you have been singing me God I cannot hear your voice quite so clearly I am the walls down crumbling down Me, I can't be saved No, you're not afraid This, the God you embrace But I can't I am just a sinner Pulling my splinters out Chipping away at the crackling flames Well I felt my shoulders begin to get lighter When I realized that it all would get harder But I don't believe in the surface You, can't see through the trees No, you're not asleep And I, am not the one you will leave On your tree I am the tired beggar dead on the side I am the war Marching me forward through windows Making me something that I am not Your brother got k**ed You never grew out of the secrets you kept To keep all others lies Carried for miles inside of my mind Now writing down all of my sins Pulling all the strings they've attached to my face Putting time bombs in houses and cursing at god Filling up spaces with black and white fall Someone will live life in the gla** on the floor Won't you think of that shaken once before Floating down street chasing after my bones Guess I grew older I never grew up