The Pink Spiders - Mrs. Ruston lyrics

Mrs. Ruston, I survived the rest of your life Unaware, oblivious, you couldn't be down, And now you're given out the combination code And they know Mrs. Ruston, time retired all the lights The electric air expired with the night, But you're eyes are deep and cut through me Here in the afterglow - What a show And she keeps sketching her dreams From the back of her mind into the souls of machines An audience breathes the troubles she's trying to forget And these scenes, obviously Though I don't know what they said Somehow I know what they mean But how can I trust the bridge if I didn't build it? Mrs. Ruston, he was waiting there all along What a fool, but how could anyone think it wrong To wait, or hesitate from pushing you away, If you'd stay? And she keeps sketching her dreams From the back of her mind into the souls of machines An audience breathes the troubles she's trying to forget And these scenes, obviously Though I don't know what they said Somehow I know what they mean But how can I trust the bridge if I didn't build it? The constellations falling slowly from the sky With blurry edges through the tears that fill your eyes You'd like to catch them, but you're too afraid to try, 'Cause it might be worth the effort But it's just not worth the time Mrs. Ruston, life resides inside of the grey And every step reminds me what you said About losing touch with those you love And giving yourself away Every day And she keeps sketching her dreams From the back of her mind into the souls of machines An audience breathes the troubles she's trying to forget And these scenes, obviously Though I don't know what they said Somehow I know what they mean But how can I trust the bridge if I didn't build it? When she keeps quiet and clean, Despite the impact, in fact it's all that she needs As an ambulance screams a choir to silence the regrets, This one dream, evidently, Was like a flashback trip that was stealing the scene But how can I trust the bridge if I didn't build it?