The Painful Stage Of Jimmy - Been Trying lyrics

Clock's ticking up and fast Always there until it's lost, and Realized life won't come out With something bigger than this Tears don't stream Laughs they're lapsed While friends don't seem Ingathering enough Again, I found each other Hurting bad ourselves In the suburbs of my soul there was sun I'd like to write happy endings oh If I knew some Please forgive me I yell As I look back to when we were young Left his head Too heavy for bare hands Solutions are blocked Into the mind, and now Breathing becomes hard I've been trying to find a reason to live I've been trying to find a reason for me to leave here Yes I've been trying but I'm afraid I've started trying too late I've been trying to find myself here I've been trying to find myself near Yes I've been trying but I'm afraid I've started trying too late