The Order Of Elijah - God's Unwanted Children lyrics

I am my own demise I've become a monster My heart knows nothing but war I am the consequence of a failing system The consequence of your control A Frankenstein Of a failed religion overdosed on Endorphin worship and cell phone worship Your selfie warship's in a neverending sea of self doubt Maybe I'm listening to too much Emmure Back to back with negative Eminem Maybe I'm sick of hypocritical Christians Claiming that I'm living a life of sin Maybe I'm jaded cause my wife divorced me Can't seem to kick this depression Maybe I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders But I never fear Ha ha ha! Well I'm no Tim Lambesis Still I'm sorry Mattie Montgomery but I'm Peter chopping ears There's just a few unspoken words that I feel I have to clear Attila wants to go and call out For Today Well that's the two most poetic words that I've heard Fronzilla say Eliminate the lack of an attack When I backtrack Back to the point of impact and adapt Subtract the fact that I'm trying to get to Hell Just to spit in the Devil's face Oh well My only deliverance Now embraced in conflict I am the catalyst A heart trapped in the days of a better time [?] Reborn through failure My grasp slips further from the self that I tried to save Drop it! This life is a paradox An example must be set This life is a paradox An example must be set This life is a paradox An example must be set This life is a paradox Let's overturn the tables and we'll burn this church to the ground Oh I'm sick of wasting my life And throwing my gifts unto swine I harbor so much pain inside (you burned our family down) I'm sick of wasting my life And throwing my gifts unto swine I harbor so much pain You burned her family down