The Official Nasty - Denace - Hello (Adele Remix) lyrics

I tried hard to convince you that I loved but dissed you Plus I put all our issues against you I might be a b**h for this but f** it, I miss you Your face is just a memory We don't even talk, you're not even a friend to me I say I'm okay but who am I kidding, I just pretend to be I put on a smile for the world but I'm dying indefinitely It's been a year since we last spoke I called you a b**h and you called me an a**hole When I fell in love with you, my face hit the asphalt Your heart is as cold as alaska and I don't have a fat coat You cut my insides out with no lab coat And now I'm drowning myself with this jack coke Drinking my a** to sleep cause I can't cope I hope you're doing great, babe but I'm sad though I made quarter mill but I'm flat broke And my life song just hit a half note Yeah so, I'm just calling to see how you are You're probably still mad at me I still can't believe we drifted apart I'm still looking for the pieces you ripped from my heart So what do I do now alone as I sit back and live in the dark? Can I sing something? It might not mean nothing to you but to me it means the whole wide world So please, pumpkin, listen without me mugging I'm sorry for the sh** I put you through, okay, we f**ing I mean I'm kidding, I'm joking I wrote this, hoping you would forgive me Nothing more, nothing less, nothing sketchy No need to call the police to arrest me This isn't stalking, it's just me talking about what's on my chest, see? I just kinda miss you I know it's time to take a hike Anyways that's all I have to say tonight I pray you have the greatest life I really do and I deeply mean it Next life I'll be sure to be nicer than you And take your wounds and clean em