The Nightmare Scenario - This is as Close as I Get to Love lyrics

Cold winter night Between sheets and ceiling bed and floor I took the sharpest knife In my drawer and went for the k** And as you doubled over Reeling from the cut The feeling I won faded fast Like the last bits of summer into fall Like the sand from the ocean with the tide I gathered up your body And pulled it close to mine Felt you sobbing in agony Felt your heart turn to stone under mine You said through dying lips You'd wish me well I left you laying there And headed out Into the night Feeling the bitterness that comes With winning another fight With blood still on my hands I walked on through Avenues Alleyways And Shadow littered streets