The National - The Perfect Song lyrics

Ten years older than I was What I brought you down to see, What I thought would make you fall in love Where an old can*l would dream, Someday man I'm gonna be no different than the other rivers I tried to look at you but I couldn't break the ice You stood out there for an hour freezing Put your hand around my back I guess you thought I needed that I never try to find you I hope you don't remember me I hope your not alone Wanted me to take you home You said you'd rather be alone I never thought of that Car is warm and we had wine But I couldn't find the perfect song Now I own furniture, a 401 and crow's feet And I can't even remember the car Sometimes I can feel your weight when I close my eyes Seven times I was under you I never try to find you I hope you don't remember me I hope your not alone I don't wanna know what your thinking I'm looking out the window Just f**ing drinking Shallow frame and shaky sticks but I know there's a river in me Shallow minded adult tricks but I know there's a river in me