The National - John's Star lyrics

I wanted to show you John's star And lay down with you in strawberry fields You said, "You're gonna lay down here, you're gonna lay down alone" I thought I told you I was ruined by the stones I don't ever want you to come home again I don't want to hear your call, your voice in my room I am divine and my arms are stronger than rivers And when you feel that way, you want to feel that way again Forever Once ruined, baby, you stay ruined Yeah, once ruined, baby, you stay ruined Anything is beautiful and I blame you I woke up in your sheets of rain And everything you touch around here You leave a stain Once ruined, baby, you stay ruined Yeah, once ruined, baby, you stay ruined