The More Assured - I Want Your Despair lyrics

You were a boy, I used to destroy You threw me away like a destructible toy You were the love, you were the one You were the fire in the eye of the sun You were the life, you were the time You were the singer of a beautiful rhyme You were a joke, a hand in the smoke You took my neck and tied it up in rope Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way Hey hey hey hey and all the people say Why why why you don't want me Why why why when I was always there Why why why you don't love me When you're needing a friend, I want your despair Its like a battle attack and I'm a loser in fact I want to love u like that and give a kitten a hat I want to stay in the hay while the sun is a day I want to hold your body in different ways A boy that I made to be played and then saved A boy I grew up in that they all betrayed And I'd love just to scream every night of my life About what they did and how it turned me alive Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way Hey hey hey hey and all the people say Why why why you don't want me Why why why when I was always there Why why why you don't love me When you're needing a friend, I want your despair