The Meteors - Paradise Lost lyrics

It's 4 a.m. and I'm back in Hell Where I belong, I guess I love to be Well you're not here Hey, what the f** can I do? You brought redemption and I pissed it all away 1,000 lifetimes, when I pushed this flaw I live this way, at what chance I've got To be forgiven, but the f**er fooled me Into thinking I was doing it the right way You kept on trying but I couldn't see that Now I'm counting the cost Hell, I was too f**ed up to ever believe it And now my paradise is lost f**ed up with evil, that's what I am I guess again, that's what I'll always be Yeah, f** I want it, no girl, I need it 'Cause he kept his deal with me But you brought me something I've never seen before A light so bright, but I was blinded Well, I forgot the deal I made Thought I could give you what you wanted from me I know that you kept on trying but I couldn't see that And now I'm counting the cost I was too f**ed up to ever believe it And now my paradise is lost So, now I'm back in Hell and I'm burning We made a deal and I'll let you be But I'll always know as I go on sinning That you're out there and you're free of me I'm back in the dark, again...