The Mess - Seasons lyrics

I'm so tired of this feeling Wish that I could find some meaning In the time that I've spent Finding myself out Overcoming all the Seasons I lost my faith but with good reason Fighting demons Wearing myself out Don't turn around 'Cause what's lost can't be found How do I find my way out When I can barely breathe I'm so numb from not believing Malicious thoughts are so deceiving Wasting time trying to figure myself out The worlds fast forward I'm in slow motion (The same mistakes before) Endless thoughts A flood of emotion And I can still remember We thought this would last forever But the weathers grown so cold And it's all around me And the seasons are always changing Always growing and rearranging As the cold front shows its face Don't turn around (Searching so hard for something to hold on to) 'Cause what's lost can't be found (Serotonin level failing my mood) How do I find my way out (I lie awake in bed there's nothing I can do) When I can barely breathe (I want to end this but I haven't a clue)