The lovely bad things - Maybe i know lyrics

Maybe I stressed so hard insofar as to disregard, brush off... Can you please just elucidate that thought I had that one time and get it on the dot? Is it so much to ask why and wherefore? Is what we have worth letting go? The moment that we get why we resolve to read more books and try to be okay with the state of being close or side-by-side and get it right this time Is it so much to ask why and wherefore? Is what we have worth letting go? Maybe I know