The Livid - Clear Me lyrics

Can't clear my head It's 7:56 in the AM Self-pity is all I've read Sitting feeling sorrow till I wish I'm dead Never occurred to me My problems were the only ones that I would see So please forgive me Cause what you've lost in life is worse than any of my dreams At least I can say The ones I love are still here to love me I know I would break If I had to be convinced they were above me So far, I must say I've been fortunate and lucky And I hope to God one day You will feel the same And I hope you know you're not the one to blame Can't get out of bed Emotions are the reasons I have bled I look to you, my friend And know that I should be thankful in the end I didn't want to see My sadness filtered everything so selfishly But now I really see That losing them would be losing a part of me Now I've found something else To make me feel fine What I've found builds and heals In very short time We replace what's been lost But never this kind If you search hard enough You'll gain a clear mind