The Livid - Broke And Crossed lyrics

It's too late to call, Said the blue knight who keeps watch beside my wall You said the sadness became small You've grown immune and told yourself you wouldn't fall Convincing me seems to me So important when it shouldn't be When you deceive you only free The part that keeps you as a part of me But now I'm shocked and my pride's been mocked, and You're pushing needles through my skin In dreams I've walked in where the gun is co*ked, and I see the chamber takes a spin Cause the pain is sinking in And I'm rarely lost But rather broke and crossed Let me out, pull me in Before my head caves in My heart's been tossed And now my pain's embossed Pick me up, pull me down Until I reach the ground It's too hot inside As I reach out to my left, turn on my fan and sigh I try again to close my eyes I'll be okay – I simply add to endless lies Reminding me of what I've wasted Hurts me more than being hated Cause now my soul's become shaded And now my heart is coiled and braided I hope to heal in time I hope to clear my mind I'll wash you down with time Till I heal and feel fine