The Last Void - Illusion lyrics

I'm so tired of living a lie everything I once believed in Has turned out to be just a fickle product of my imagination Nothing I see is real Who's this person I try to be I find myself lost in the haze Covered in shattered pieces of an image I thought true Broken my heart lies 'Cause nothing I followed is actually there Everything's a lie Must rebuild my own fantasies must make myself strong again 'Cause it's all been broken to reveal a cruel charade A tainted porcelain mask A faceless painting hanging on the wall A big book with no words What have I become (x2) CHORUS I'm so confused I don't know myself I'm so sick of this Such a small thing I can't take and I am so confused I don't know myself I'm so sick of this Such a small thing I can't taste Mirror, shattered mirror can I put you back together? Will you show me what I strive to find? Or will it be just another Softened version of reality? CHORUS The food has lost it's taste the world has lost it's colors I'm just a bag of flesh and bones Wandering the world You get lost Fall into a hole Absolutely Blindfolded How can you not crash into a wall when you can't see the way that lies before you Illusion, desillusion (x2) Desillusion It's sad how you can Lose sense of who you are And become consumed by the meaninglessness Of what goes on around Illusion... Illusion....