The Last Ten Seconds of Life - Fertile steps lyrics

My life is proof purgatory is real Pain is my brother Temptation my sister Married to Misery against my will I tear open my chest Let water collect Roots grow Crack bones Fertile steps is my best bet to turn it all around Relapse Collapse Relinquish Rebuild A slip of the tongue and it falls right out Drags along the concrete Red carpet to Hell on Earth As the streets burn On this Saturday night Boiling over with anger I scream Honesty is honesty the foundation of respect But none of you would know a thing about that Integrity's exactly what you lack We're not friends We never were We're worlds apart in how we act The hand i've been dealt I will play to the best of my ability No one can bluff me into giving up Can't stare me down Won't ever phase me out When I know all the tricks of the trade Always one step ahead of the game Because I am a repeat offender of the worst decisions in the world Can't believe all the things they said would happen have And I should know by now That nothing good ever happens after midnight Fertile steps The hand i've been dealt I will play to the best of my ability No one can bluff me into giving up Can't stare me down Won't ever phase me out When I know all the tricks of the trade Always one step ahead of the game Because I am a repeat offender of the worst decisions in the world Can't believe all the things they said would happen have And I should know by now That nothing good ever happens after midnight I will take back what they took from me