The Joy Of Painting - My Personality lyrics

It's been a couple months now and I'm starting to get impatient the girl who left me behind well she didn't believe in waiting So loneliness is okay just as long as it's in spurts I don't need to find love I'll just run with whatever works but lately it seems... That I'm never getting laid again women just won't have it is it something about my personality something that gets the best of me? Do I never say the right things? or is it that all the songs I sing aren't about you? They'll never be about you I tried to be a nice guy but you know what they say the more that I give to you the more you take away But I'm not trying to be bitter I'm just doing what I can I had a few spare minutes To melodicize this rant I know what you're doing I know all the lines you don't want to touch me because I never was your type well we both know that's a lie Does it even matter that all the girls just walk away? I'm always the best friend a cycle that never ends I just want someone to hold onto someone to spoil before these heart strings are unable to uncoil