The Jibster - If I Was Gone lyrics

[Verse 1] Every time I come home Walking through that door My wife keep on asking where was I Acting like a Diva just like a who*e This relationship is crazy That my life is such a bore Why are we cussing and fighting Making each other sore You shut the f** up Are you sure you want more Why can't we go back Like we were before It's like I don't even know What love is anymore Let's stop beating each other up It seems so abusive We just won't stop We are so elusive I'm just about done with you Think like I'm being usage We don't agree on anything Do you know what this feud is That's it I'm ready for you To no longer be my wife You just want to me to end my life So I'm just packing up my bags You keep on screaming don't leave I said stop with the nags If you don't shut up I'll bring the mags Have fun without me I'm leaving this town I'll be gone for good So you better not make any sound [Hook] Tell me if I Died today Would you be here tomorrow And if I Didn't make it back home Where would your heart go Would you stay, would you go When I'm gone Ooh If I was gone [Verse 2] I'm in California now And you call me up On my cell Crying and pouting And giving me some hell I told her do you realize Our love already fell All of you don't know what story I'm about to tell Sorry I have to hang up I hope you'll never be shown She bust the TV And everything we've owned Man that b**h is in the zone Is she so messed up All she does is moan But Brothercub is worried Of how I've been acting It's not my fault That b**h made me start packing I did the right thing Before things got worse Brothercub saying that's good But you should still see a nurse Sorry the best thing I want Is to start drinking it up I don't care about life I just s**s I wonder how she's doing Maybe I might be concerned She probably has a lighter And made our house burn That's messed up How all of this has turned But I don't f**ing care It's the past so it's just sh** [Hook] Tell me if I Died today Would you be here tomorrow And if I Didn't make it back home Where would your heart go Would you stay, would you go When I'm gone Ooh If I was gone [Verse 3] I'm here at a bar Asking for a drink So depressed that everything just stinks I can hook up with an random hooker So I pick one up and I took her Went to my house and we slept My brother was gone He got theft Cause the hooker had a boyfriend And Kobja looked like me But I kicked the hooker out It was a one time thing And now I'm having bad thoughts Cause I'm still in pain Living life is what I can't stand And now I'm sitting in the chair With a knife in my hand You think I'm a p**y But I know I can So I close my eyes And rest my head You know what happened And what I said I'll stab myself in my bed And just round up dead I'm being so brave Here's a goodbye wave And now I can not be save So have fun visiting me at my grave [Hook x2] Tell me if I Died today Would you be here tomorrow And if I Didn't make it back home Where would your heart go Would you stay, would you go When I'm gone Ooh If I was gone [Outro] I'm being so brave Here's a goodbye wave And I can not be save So have fun visiting me at my grave And my ex wife Sitting outside with a cigarette Watching the house burn And now she had it Pulled out a gun And just ended it BAM (Who's dead now)