The Jibster - My Deception lyrics

[Skit] [The Jibster] We all did good for this year We should make a toast for our meals For our greatest friendship for Jmoney We're family [LMG09] Who's that driving in [The Jibster] Oh sh** we're getting under attack [Everyone Yells] JIBSTER!!! [Bruiser Flim] f** he's been shot [Brothercub] Let me handle this I'm his brother I'll take him inside Hold pressure on this wound bro Everything will be alright I'll be back to check on you Oh sh** their inside I'll be back [Verse 1] I don't know what is happening It's like I'm in a dream It's so imaginary That I'm spook right in the scene I've been shot out of the picture With a quick beam Oh sweet I still have my pistol on my side To stop these fiends Where's my gang? It's like I'm walking alone in these woods And that I am no longer in the hood It's like I'm the one who disappeared And I'm no longer good And I f**ing dead? I did I just misunderstood I f**ing wish this never happened I f**ing got shot so maybe I am dead That my chest did get torn up With a bullet full of lead My job is trying to end this dream And stop living it instead And that I stop going crazy With my f**ed up head [Hook] You don't know What I know You can't see The spreading state Of deception I am cruel to myself Things will never be the same [Bridge 1] This is my deception I never get inception It's like I have no acception What is wrong with this complexion I am so alone with no protection Trying to use my phone But I have no reception It's like I'm losing somewhat of connection [Verse 2] I'm getting f**ing sick of this I need to wake up All of Jmoney is gone It's seems their about to break up That motherf**ing gang Tried to screw with us Time to put my f**ing hate up I'll get them soon Cause no one should f** with Jakob Holy sh** there is a ghost dog had blades for fur What the f** is this just like Schizophrenic II Do you want me to authentic you Get the f** away from me I know you've been eating pathogenic food I'm getting f**ing sick of this Shoo that f**ing make believe dog I am not in the mood When the bullets fired It just disappeared I'm getting confused With this make believe world of fear Is someone out to get me To get me steered But then a black bear showed up gritting his teeth It's a transformation when it reappeared [Hook] You don't know What I know You can't see The spreading state Of deception I am cruel to myself Things will never be the same [Bridge 2] The bear just launched at me Trying to eat me alive It just won't let me be He haves such vicious eyes and some flees There's too much spook here Trying to make me plead Let me shoot this f**er And make sure he bleeds [Verse 3] That vicious bear died Take him off and never ask why And just keep on running For your life I think I'm being watched I should just go and find a place and hide I need to do something or I'll just get fried This is f**ing it I need to find a way out To get back where I am In my house I want to avenge those enemies With a bouse This is what they deserve I'll f**ing stab them all And stuff them in my couch I have a huge problem I'm trap in a huge circle With men in black hoodies Who's being judgmental f** it shouldn't be like I'm here Accidental Take my f**ing pistol And shoot myself in the temple [Hook] You don't know What I know You can't see The spreading state Of deception I am cruel to myself Things will never be the same [Outro] My eyes just opened And I am not broken Run outside to see if they're joking Where the f** are they Everyone disappeared Once I've been awoken