The Innocence Mission - Umbrella lyrics

I am going out now, darling Pa** me my umbrella, darling I wear it like a crutch to the ground Like a shade and nothing comes down on me I walk along beside the drivers However do they drive so bravely? When I still hear the bang Sudden bang in my head And the scar runs on my face And on my hands, they held the wheel And on my mind it was distracted And saved from scarring anybody else I'm lodged between the could haves, could haves I want you to be proud of me, proud of me, proud And how can you be? When I wear my umbrella like this When I dwell on myself like this When I need to be rea**ured like this You dance around with my umbrella You dance around the obvious weaknesses Around the room with my umbrella You dance around the room with me I see us in the mirror going by look at my happy face See what you do for me