The Honorary Title - Even If lyrics

Doesn't seem that selfish No, not in the least What's so self-righteous About this curiosity This want for a meager exchange So much time has pa**ed but still it remains This need for you Is a reoccurring theme in my life Don't you think I'm lonely Eager to complete this story Confused and still haunted With why You'd start over And ignore me It takes time to realize The other side of you That's controlling Blind in hindsight Of our lives Even if you left me and my brother Even if you left us and our mother Want nothing more than to catch your eye Would you be impressed with how far I've climbed Without your a**istance With you nowhere in sight Don't you think I'm lonely Eager to complete this story Confused and still haunted With why You'd start over And ignore us It takes time to realize The other side of you That's controlling Blind in hindsight Of our lives Even if you left me and my brother Even if you left us and our mother She's had her share More than we'll know My brother won't He just won't let go They say you're sick and there's a name and a phrase To apply and help explain Still having trouble trying to separate How you started a new family Even after you left me and my brother Even after you left us and our mother