The Grouch & Eligh - Denial lyrics

Rick Rock: Livin' in denial got you stressin' in your sleep It's been like this awhile you ain't what you used to be And there is no one no where that could tell That things aren't what they seem Cause in your mind this is how it's s'posed to be.. Keep denyin' everything The Grouch: You found a path off the track and you followed that And now you lack what you had I can't swallow that You were my friend till the end now you're hollowed out I put the pad to the pen I'll tell all about The smiles a cover up, just like the gla**es are Now you ain't hit the wall, just gone too fast to fall You barely laugh no more, I think you dodge my calls What's the problem? you say "nuthin at all..." Like im bustin your balls, but im watchin you fall Feelin rotten and forgotten stress all in your jaw Bloodshot droopy eyes groupies ride but no car Some of the saddest sh** that I witnessed so far (hook) Eligh: Either i, overdose in a alleyway with no friends and no family Count on me just to be useless toothless homeless not a heart in anatomy Maybe I _ _ to get clean Make amends makin friends with a new scene New life, new eyes with a new gleam New nikes, all white, new shoe strings But i'd, rather get high cause I need to get by Cause it hurts my body to wait _ _ _ got a hold of my brain It's a whole nother thang It's a cold little game that I demonstrate Man I know they dont understand all the waves that im goin through All alone in a room full of people smokin they weed drinkin they booze If they only knew what they homie was doin It might just ruin a vision of honor to a goner Ate alive in a Jeffrey Dahmer fashion Crashin through walls im smashin _ like a runaway train In the nose straight into the vein My life was so insane but now I can't complain Cause now im living clean its like im living a dream Used to be a fiend My fans had no idea I leaned To the darkness Heart was hardened Hardened by my God on trial Single file walkin through that hell no longer in denial (hook) The Grouch: Moon did time to reinvent like Doom did An 8 headed monster dead weight who ruined it Underground sound they really influenced it Can't run around town too silly soon booin' it Im tired of gluin' it fire the truant kids A man up stand up straighter we doin this Started it righteous now part of it's lifeless Man this ain't the art of it to me it's just hard to get past C+ Weak us? not my staff Step back at least enough to see what we had Now add what we shoulda to see why im mad Dont forget the coulda woulda while it's free fallin fast