The Grizzlies - Our Trap lyrics

Feeling like I have no strength
 Can barely breathe 
It's taken all hope away from me 
I can't even move but I see 
Everything's way too calm now 
Just as if I dream of what I live 
I can only think of what I've lost
 Who is in control now
 Cause I wonder did we fall into our own trap Do I have to believe what I feel
 Trying to turn my back to the past
 But everything disappears
 Do I have to believe trust myself
 Am I just going mad 
 Do I wanna lose myself
 This paranoia Can't decide to live or fight while 
I want nothingness and who would know if 
I am not falling into my own trap How would I know that it forgets 
It clearly made me who I am now 
It has never exceeded our limits
 Only brushed against them still it's not the end
 Everything looks so similar 
Is it a living dream so real
 What's the risk of fighting blind
 Who is in control now
 Cause I wonder did we fall into our own trap