The Great LAY-ZEE - Saudade lyrics

(No Money Is Being Made) [Intro] [Isaac Palacio] Hi! I'm Isaac! And I like bananas! Dad, What do you like? [Verse 1] The feeling of loving somebody that isn't there Or someone that isn't here But is up, up in the air The missing part of your heart It's getting dark An explosion from within That's how stars get their start But the anger and aggression Is building up again And this is my confession Father, forgive me, for I've committed a sin And I will go to church to confess it again and again "I didn't mean the verbal abuse, I didn't know!" Stop using that excuse! I know you can't but you have to You can't choose But, some have nothing to lose Bring it back to the day when we used to cruise "Do you want something to eat?" The sound of my father's voice Is so sweet Or the smell of cigs when he kissed my cheek I miss it, but, then I don't Because I promised him I would never smoke See, the last words he told me, were my motivation to live free "You're the best thing that ever happened to the street" Or since the side walk If he lived, would we talk? The docs told us he had a 1% chance If I died, would we dance? There's a lot 'ifs' in this verse But if there were more It wouldn't make it any worse than it already is I just wished he lived to see his kids Growing up, and even though I have a fever I never give a f** Because everything I record Is coming from the heart and i will never stop! *coughs [Verse 2] Saudade Can form rage Written everywhere on a single f**ing page Let the demon out of the cage While I take center stage That's how it feels When you start cooking your own full meals Not knowing will you be found Scarred for life, i can still hear the sound Of him choking on his blood Or the stains on the rug Or the little boy that was still young The boy that wanted to be a magician Or in sports, But got destroyed like a demolition Now here I am, writing music It's a thing that keeps me calm, or therapeutic But I'm about to lose it [Interlude] Goodbye... [Outro] [Isaac Palacio] So Yeah My dad..pa**ed away at the age of 39 Very young man July 11, 2011... I will never forget that day But, it's not about the way he died It's how he lived his life And you know, just talking about him Brings tears to my eyes Because I think about him every single day Even though it doesn't look like it And some people are asking me like "Oh Isaac, how do you cope with this and How do you feel about losing your dad" And I just say "Well, the past is the past, can't do nothing about it Can't change" And...that's it