The Golden Palominos - Gun lyrics

It's feeling like the same old dance We never even had a chance You say it will be alright But I'm lying awake tonight It's a lie I thought you could be the one But I might as well use a gun I'm dying inside And this deep longing grows And I'm so tired I'm so tired You're dreams are mine You have Do you know that? Reason to be proud You can fall asleep You dream aloud, dream aloud I'll be awake And you can travel far Reason to be proud And I'll be here if you should Dream aloud Fall apart Dream aloud I'm lonely as I've ever been My patience is wearing thin You're love is a k**ing ache Don't know how much I can take I thought you could bring the sun But I might as well use a gun I'm dying inside And this deep longing grows And I'm so tired I'm so tired Is this another way of saying goodbye? I remember what you said Say it now