The Fallen Prodigy - Self Regard lyrics

You were sold a dream for a price you couldn't pay Now you struggle each day To save yourself from the pain Now the poison runs through your veins Sick inside Put on a mask and hide behind your smile Sit behind your wall and Listen to my screams From the other side Trapped in my room of memories I look for my escape The end is not my fate I refuse I refuse To let you choose for me God damn my demons They've been with me all along Convincing me to let go when all I can do is hold on Now all alone The darkness consumes me My silent screams grow louder as I look for them to bring me home Sit behind your wall and Listen to my screams From the other side Trapped in my room of memories I look for my escape The end is not my fate I refuse I refuse To let you choose for me No one ever told me that life Would be so hard So I keep fighting because There has to be a reason I've been here so long These scars show where I've been Not who I am And they remind me that if I keep living I don't have to see the end I don't have to see the end I look for my escape The end is not my fate I refuse I refuse To let you choose for me