The Faded Youth - Pain & Progress lyrics

Take me apart and rea**emble All the pieces Be the heat that I need When everything else freezes I dropped my soul into a puddle on the ground I sat and stared there was nobody else around I picked it up, I brushed it off It was different but the same I held my guilt in my hands In my heart was only shame God made Adam Then God made Eve I don't think he really made her so he would f** her then leave But don't mind me I'm just talkin out loud Loud, all I smoke is loud All I preach is love All I want is peace Please let this be enough of me To get to you I'm not a role model I'm a piece of sh** and I know it I got a gun to my head But it's never loaded Because I'm too much a p**y To push the trigger I figure That if I give it some time I'll die of natural causes But the last thing that I want is To be cooped in an office At a job that I hate But I got to get paid So I'm up late and I'm searching For a vice and for a purpose Got to give the people hope But i can't if I feel worthless So I'm hurtin Cuz you're more concerned with t**n You really like to party more than work That says a lot about you I try yeah I try To make it seem like I forgot about you But all I do is this I think of who you're with And if you're okay Hope you're happy Hope you're happy I want you so f**ing badly But I know that I shouldn't Cuz you always want what you can't have Atleast it seems so We all have our nightmares Only a few of us have dreams though Hey, we can be open Just know I was broken but now I'm back And with a vengeance I know that I am contingent On a God letting me breath That's why I wake up, brush my teeth And put my heart up on my sleeve Because the people need to see me when I'm weak So I'll be strong You mean everything to me You're the lyrics in this song You give it meaning You give it tone Everybody finished drinkin I can't wait to make it home Listen to my mixtape just to see how much i've grown That sh** is crazy Yesterday i was a baby Not a weezy F But i can teach you to be happy in three easy steps Accept who you are And what you've done and where you've been I was soaking i was drowning in a pool of all my sins Forgive and be forgiven For the life that you've been livin It's alright, take my hand There is a land that we are promised If you stick it out with me I'll give you one hundred fifty percent I'm certain You're not the person that you want to be I am not the person that I wanna be