The Elijah (band) - In Fear lyrics

I was born with bleeding eyes As the devil made me blind He said that he loved me He said that he cared With his arms wrapped around me like a vulnerable child I still feel nothing. I still feel alone So leave me with nothing as that's all I deserve Leave me with nothing and hear my skin cry like birth And the truth is that I am so scared of what goes on inside My head let you in My heart held you close My eyes don't see you like I wish they could And I don't remember ever seeing myself smile Someone tell me what is wrong with me Am I so sick that I'm helpless