The Chaos Engine - Nerve Opera lyrics

I had no idea that being strong would make me feel so weak I have nothing left to say to you and that is why I speak I need a sense of completion I need closure I need a happy end to my nerve opera We only love you when you're winning... ? Look at me now How did I get here? I'm out of style Look at me now How did I get here? I will learn to lose control again to see where I will end Decide emotions and accept the blows, too tired to defend I trust the kindness of strangers I trust karma Begin the second act of my nerve opera We only love you when you're winning... (Look at me now, look at me now)... Look at me now How did I get here? I'm out of style Look at me now How did I get here? How did I get here?