The Beltones - Weak lyrics

I never broke my number one rule But last night I dreamt of you, yeah The sh** we did it was way out of line And now I think about it all the time And now whenever I look at you I think of all the things we'll never do If I was stronger when it came to sin I'd wish I never had that dream again But I'm weak So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean sh** to me And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep Another night with nothing much to do As the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room Beating myself up cause I'm missing you Johnny's on the phone he says let's get a brew Well another old bar won't be nothing new But it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw Checking my pockets but my money's spent And if I go out I won't make the rent But I'm weak So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean sh** to me And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep I've been beaten many times before But I still flash this crooked smile I guess I really shouldn't complain I guess I've been blessed all the while Too many times I've thrown a fist When I probably should've turned a check They look at me like I'm a strong man But I'm two feet tall, yeah I'm nothing at all I'm f**ing weak So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean sh** to me And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep