The Autumn Offering - Fed To The Lions lyrics

I shade myself into the backlight of a room My shadow apes my movements. The needle and the spoon Now I can't sleep without going numb, so many nightmares forming Left alone, with no force for resistance Don't you dare tell anyone Raped, abused, and shaken Dark-minded maturation Closed fist domination (I'm still alive) Cold vengeance, just for fun Sickle to brains the sum Gut string violins, dark movement begins Closing haunted hymns I'll stab your eyes I'll tear you apart Left in a unmarked burial mound Quartered and bound to the corpse of a pig You'll be together underground The scenes replay, haunting me again The k**er and the wound, bound in an endless dance So tell me how the f*ck am I supposed to move on? Please tell me how to forgive those who took my youth away I prayed to a God that never was My screams fell on deaf ears I'm alone with my time in hell If I can't die then please let me sleep Sad little man, born of sin Blood dripping from your blade Ask your God why you're alive You only wanted to be saved No salvation for the rapist priest, so many lies, so many truths to bend