The Autumn Offering - Fixed Like Medication lyrics

These pills that k** the pain As I wander through pitch black corridors Neck-deep in stagnant fog To the rhythm of this disease I'm but a slave to the muse that will k** me Addiction seeps within my bloodline The only thing I need is k**ing me As the concern pa**es for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye Fixed by this medicine Beaten and dragged, sunk to new lows Amongst the buzzards, carrion and crows She eats my flesh and bleeds me slow Take me to my solitary gallows My darkest love, how far we've come I'll let you k** me, just take away my pain The concern pa**es for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye Spiritual failure, cut from absent concern Rising like the tides, the flood weighs heavy In her tears I'm drowning, I knew her masquerade Yet I dove in anyway, now I'm sinking in fathoms Stand amidst the oceans roar Under tormented skies A grain of sand Of a kingdom built on lies The concern pa**es for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye As the dirt falls on my grave Just say goodbye Turn away, walk away You did all that you could You can't fix yourself with medication