The Airborne Toxic Event - Innocence - live from walt disney concert hall lyrics

I wanna disappear And I just sleep all day These spots on my hands My skin just like sand The Sun rises somewhere behind the blinds Carpet on my feet These sweat stains on the sheets Cough syrup and d** Bandages and gauze The razor was dull The water cold against my skin The radio lull The static buzzing around my brain And all these broken plans The ink stains on my hands And everyone saves Their best words for the grave All these werry morning tones I'll probably save mine too And heaven's just a long road home Tell me it's true And I'll go too I'll go too I'll go with you I lost my innocence today I could feel her in my bones My bones, my bones, my bones My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood And I woke up, tired, scared and sad Soaked, drained, I felt so bad Today, today, today What you still, you still, you still, you still Won't you say, you say, you say, you say What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah I can die, I just don't care And forget happiness, I'm fine I'll forget everything in time I swear I didn't know Lord you know me, how I can't let go And we're not Gods , we're just hacks All that life (?) the cracks The scars, the scene that breaks The ugly scenes, the worst mistakes And everywhere I see her face Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste And there's no innocence like hers Just emptiness and nerves And this light from the window of my car She'll never see it, oh my God I was so surprised, it blew up in my face Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God Oh my God, oh my... God And I tear, I tear, so hard And I tear, I tear, so hard And I beg and scream, "I was wrong" It's over, she's gone