Thatndkid - I Know (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1] Writing addiction More like writing restriction If I say whats on my mind, there be riots and friction That's just my prediction I'm just a musician, what do I know about struggles? What do I know bout workin doubles? Or bout havin troubles. its crazy you see My depression isn't public but its real to me And I got a couple friends real close to me Highs and lows with me, bangin hoes with me Smoking o's with me, and I owe it to the music Without it really only feelin muted Like its therapeutic, least i could do is share These songs are my story they really are rare I've struggled with troubles, and couldn't find air I'm better right now and I promise i swear Swear that im happy your happy I mean it But you've had the pinnacle of it, you've seen it When we were a team it was all that we needed Each other together no need to delete it Delete it for modification Just think of it like its vacation Like its vacation But hit me up after you've had graduation Life is so crazy, I could use a break Said some things did some things, that's my mistake Recording my songs so they know im not fake Play them on loop at my wake, that's far away Life is beginning again every day Probably shouldn't put rapping on my resume But once I get on my feet, here imma stay Make peace with myself like om namaste [Verse 2] Start at college Where i'm pose to get some knowledge Learned more from my poetry Go full circle like a rotary Satisfaction Writing always been a distraction Recording just a couple for some traction Start a chain reaction, like woah Woah, 17 tracks on yo soundcloud Turn up the speakers to sound loud Internet internet my crowd Got off my feet, make the ground proud Lose that weight holdin me down now Its funny I rap, i'm a clown now Hit me up girl i'm around now Once I was lost, but i'm found now I know I know i'm repetitive But writing has become a sedative Want positive equal to negative Beat myself up i'm competitive Me vs me i'm my own worst enemy See me losing and turn it to energy Maybe need teamwork, develop some chemistry Sorry i'm sorry not lookin for empathy Life is so crazy, like real unpredictable You thinkin they see you but only invisible A clock with no hands, why i'm feelin so digital Time to be me, cuz I am so original Life is beginning again every day Probably shouldn't put rapping on my resume But once I get on my feet here imma stay Make peace with myself, like om namaste