Thalarion - My Weakness lyrics

Destructive tendencies Still beside deep inside I'm too weak to survive And so faint to feel Do you know how I feel? The heat inside, exploding silence I feel I'm gonna smash or cry Who will give me more power More pleasure for my soul? Is that fear or anger within me To blow me up and disappear? Why do I feel so cheated? Not knowing where my guilt dwells Why everything you trust Must hurt you and then turn to dust? Expected relapses Overstrain all my mind I'm too slack to fight And much rare for sacrifice Do you know how I feel? The heat inside, exploding silence I feel I'm gonna smash or cry