Tha Chill - If Only I Were Normal lyrics

My mind so deep, I struggle to truly express it I alter my ego before my ego alters the message Is this dude serious? I want to keep them guessing My flow is quick. The song is over before you can a**ess it Growing up as a smart kid in a black school I always stuck out like a bo*er in a swimming pool No one ever helped me out in life I was always being called gay or white Now that's not even right I just want to take flight and just to leave with my lover People always say that I'm the kid Donald Glover But he drops lochness, I drop realness Some people might block this Some people might steal this My flow is original and it's based off my expiriences that I went through in life Moms please tell me your hearing this It's cause of a few people that I'm still here today And those people are the ones who didn't call me gay CHORUS I have been through so much in my short lifetime Record labels calling me, Shows that its my time Music is the only thing to help me escape from the world It seems like on this earth. There is no perfect girl I will be the best and never put the mic down I'm sleeping on the rest, even when the sun's down If I'm here then there, I call it paranormal If Only I Were Normal I have let way too many people in and out my life Been messing with the wrong ones All them caused poverty and strife I need to settle down With a female with a crown Thats going to turn my life around She knows I put it down I love the way she sounds when she is singing this song I could cuddle with her, all night long But don't get me wrong I'm just getting started I love being faded So let's have a party We always have our ups and downs Our arguments and other stuff But at the end of the night, we make up No fisticuffs But you had your chance, No coming back You ran away from problems like you running track I kept you well thats why your stomach's flat Yup, You heard me right You thought I cared when you called me white How how come we can't be friends, instead of enemies And we're only 14, Why you drinking henessy? You always getting jealous cause your friends are so into me CHORUS I have been through so much in my short lifetime Record labels calling me, Shows that its my time Music is the only thing to help me escape from the world It seems like on this earth. There is no perfect girl I will be the best and never put the mic down I'm sleeping on the rest, even when the sun's down If I'm here then there, I call it paranormal If Only I Were Normal